April 2012
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dancing for dollars
We often saw girls who passed through briefly, for a day or two… on their way from here to there. Dee was among these countless many. I think that was her name.
She was a drifter, riding the cold fronts from the Pacific Northwest... pushing her way south until there was no place else to go, but back where she came from. Portland, Seattle, San Francisco, LA… she wasn’t going to stay...
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“Hey, that’s the blow job song!”
I was playing to a full stage, so I just kept struttin… and I flashed them that sly stripper smile. The one that says… I know something you don’t know.
That’s right. This is the blow job song and I’m the blow job girl.
If you’re lucky, you might find out all about it.
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unforgettable
Once, I got talked into giving a guy a deal. He came in with two friends and he was the ringleader. They often came to LA on business and they were staying down the street, at The Standard. They worked for an advertising agency in New York.
Anyway… this guy sure was a fast talker. He wasn’t particularly good looking but, not bad either… and he was very entertaining. His friends...
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so sorry
Then there was another young guy. Mid-twenties… he came in with a group of friends. He was the one who approached me and he presented himself very well. Nice clothes, nice watch… very clean-cut, with just the right amount of cologne. Quite handsome, I’ll give him that. A go-getter type.
He wanted a blow-job… and I was sorry, oh so sorry… but I just couldn’t. That was...
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personal ❥ sex // work rules
*more like guidelines, really….
∙ if it doesn’t fell good, don’t do it
∙ always give ~ always get
∙ every situation is unique
* my body, my rules… our pleasure
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The small dick, the potbelly. The older gentleman or the overweight woman… none of this was a turn-off to me. Their bodies spoke of their lives and what enticed me was this chance… to touch humanity so intimately, in so many different shapes and forms.
They were seeking a world where sensation and feeling would preside over thoughts… and in a room built of mirrors, my body...
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you are such a perfect stranger
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I swooped down upon the men and women who wandered across my landscape. With narrowed, focused eyes which saw everything. Hungry to take and needing to give… blood coursing wildly through my veins. I set my sights and I devoured them. Sometimes I even swallowed them whole. You know it. I gave myself completely.
I was the owl and the wolf, the cat and the mouse. My many heads turned…...
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“The cool thing about being a stripper is that at some point you get really...”
– Stripperswaggg
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Another Saturday. Another young guy came in. He sat at one of the tables and was quickly surrounded by four of us. He had an air of hushed excitement about him, but he seemed a little unsure… so we turned on the chit chat and introductions were made all around.
I’m Justice.
At the sound of my name, I thought I saw a flash of recognition pass across his face. He straightened up in his seat...
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“There are all kinds of love in this world, but never the same love twice.”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald
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Boston
I sat next to a young guy who was wearing a Boston Red Sox baseball cap… a detail which earned him the nickname Boston forever after in conversations with my husband.
He was an east coast college student, visiting Los Angeles. He had a backpack with him and he was looking around with calm, studious interest.
I took a quick assessment. He wasn’t an academic type. He was in school because he...
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it had to happen
I felt particularly charged that night… by a current of misguided ambition. Having scared off a customer by coming on too strong, too fast… I took a turn onstage. I came out like a firecracker. I was pumped up and full of myself. My ego was running amuck… and I was letting myself get carried away by it.
At the end of the stage, was a group of four young guys… and when I...
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My ego had been bruised… I had to shake it off. I went back down with a purposeful stride and spotted a woman sitting at stage with her husband.
“How are you guys doing tonight?”
“I just can’t take my eyes off you.”
“Really? I’m so embarrassed. Did you see me fall a minute ago?”
“No. I didn’t notice. I just thought you looked amazing.”
I looked over to where I had slipped. She had...
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Driving down the boulevard with the top down… our senses were tingling. The rain had stopped, the streets were shiny and slick… the air was crisp. The world around us sparkled and shined.
Yvette bounced up down in her seat. Passing lights glowed around her face.
“This is so fun! I love your car!”
She caressed the birchwood dashboard.
“Did you pay for it all by yourself?”
I thought...
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When I went in the next day, someone was waiting for me at one of the tables. He owned the new sushi restaurant next door and he loved me because I let him taste my pussy. He told me I was his type exactly… and I figured I might as well keep good relations with the neighbors. I said hi and told him I’d be back in a minute. Yvette was already in the dressing room.
“He’s been sitting there...
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“Will you show me your feet? I kind of have a thing.”
“No.”
“Why not? The other girls didn’t mind.”
“Because. I’m wearing awesome boots, in case you haven’t noticed. I’m not going to take them off for you. I’ll give you a great dance, though. That’s my thing.”
I let him taste my pussy, I threw in some sexy talk… and I gave him a blow job. He blew a bundle and guess what… he...
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Since no one ever told the whole truth about their lap dances, it was fun to have someone else there. Someone who really knew how it all went down. Of course, the side effect to this arrangement was that a lot less actually went down… but that was fine with us.
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Even with his pants belted, it was impossible to ignore. It was huge. The elephant in the booth, so to speak. Nina stroked it, downright longingly… through the fabric. He was a nice guy and he was spending casually. If I was alone, I would have gone for it… without a doubt. I knew she was thinking exactly the same thing, but alas… we had our codes of not-so-secret-secrecy to hold...
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Sin, like so many girls before her, had been baffled by the prowess of Stacy.
“I don’t get it. She’s not even pretty! Why does she get so many guys?”
“You know, it’s not exactly a beauty contest that’s going on in here.”
“Well, what is going on? Exactly?”
“I can’t tell you that, Sin. It’s different for everyone. What you should be asking yourself is what you’re doing here.”
She didn’t say a...
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“I honestly don’t know why I’m here.” Sunny shrugged and looked adorable as Nadine groaned at her and rolled on the floor.
“I do.” I spoke up. “I’m here because my grandpa raped me when I was a kid.”
Sunny scooted over so she could put her arms around me… and Nadine stood up right quick.
“Oh my God, Justice! I don’t think I could ever just say it like that!”
She tugged at her...
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“Reality has not always been my friend, but she be comin’ around.”
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little mamas
Nina was the one who taught me how to curl my hair. At first she did it for me, then she showed me how. Without knowing it, she was giving me something precious… something I had always deeply craved. She was talking to me in her melodic, Spanish tones… telling me the many things different people said. She was caressing my head tenderly… as she worked her way around it, telling me...
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As a rule, we weren’t attracted to the customers. I think I can safely speak for the other girls on this point. It’s not that there was anything wrong with them, individually or as a group. Our senses were simply not susceptible.
I was turned on… sure. I was turned on by myself. I was my own little bundle of fireworks. A frenzy of sparkling color and heat, with the capacity to burn or...
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“Some love stories are short stories, but they’re love stories all the same.”
– (via bbyreed)
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“They don’t let me work at night ‘cause I’m black.”
According to all sources, Shimmer was right in saying this. Apparently, there was prejudice in our midst. Rumor had it, the owners had special personal fondnesses for Latinas and other brown types. Also, they raked in as many big boobed blondes as entered the joint… and this left black girls out in the cold. There was one regular who...
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real question
He’d been sitting at stage for a while. A tall, handsome man… late thirties or early forties. He was wearing his work clothes. Slacks, dress shirt, tie. Some sort of professional, and by the way… he was a brother. He was smiling big and kind of grooving in his seat. He seemed real into me, so I slid off the counter into his lap. We flirted a bit and he looked around the room.
“Don’t...
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When I first saw the new dj, I was quick to judge. Too quick. I think it was the eyeliner and bandanas which started me in the wrong direction. People who display their personas so blatantly, sometimes bring out the skeptic in me. Also, he had this wild jiggy walk and I’m embarrassed to say it… but I was mean enough to think that he looked kind of like a joke.
“He looks like he’s got...
